To everyone who offered to chat with me - my skype is Twigileia.
raenboow asked: If you feel like answering: When did your family and relatives start treating you this way? ...Or where you just born with the wrong kind of eyecolor and everyone just "yuck. brown again. abuse until suicidal. try again"? (I'm just curious if they are insane, VERY wierd or actually just believing that you have done something so horrible that you deserve to die (I'm sorry but that sound insane)). ..Did they discover that you drew ponies or what is their deal?
Ahah…. ironically, my eyes are green-blue… in any case.
Super long rant coming.
dopaminemuffin asked: Please tell me that you did not commit suicide. Please respond.
I’m here for now
So someone just told me I should in fact just kill myself. Great.
tymeinc asked: In regards to your Paypal account, are you the solo owner of that account or do others have access to it?
My sister can access it, but I trust her, so it’s okay.
digitalfeint asked: Would commissions help? I'd love to be able to do more but all I can really do is send money your way, and not much of it...
I already owe people so many commissions I could drown in it…
neverpeeinadrysuit asked: I have no real idea what the full extent of your situation is, but if it were me, I would try to stay out of the house and out of the way as much as possible. I'm sure you are already doing this, but short of actually moving out/running away, I can't think of anything else if there isn't any kind of service you can use to get out. Also, it may be a long shot, but do you know why your mom and grandma seem to hate you? And if so, would you be able to change it? I wish I could help more
My mother told me that if I leave again, I shouldn’t bother coming back.
endercrow32 asked: Perhaps you could set up a way for people to fund a trip to another country. I would be willing to send some money your way, you genuinely need it. It would be a good way for someone who lives no whee near (like me) to help you.
I have a donate button on my page if you have some money to spare, but seriously, I still need to figure out what to do after I’m out. I can’t afford to do anything without seriously thinking about it first - whatever I do, I have no way to get back, so.