Bad for the team, all your polyamory.

Okay, question. I got a lot of people telling me to make a kickstarter to help me get out of this hell. Do you guys think this is a good idea?

Jesus christ this literally KEEPS GETTING WORSE.

To people asking what’s my paypal

I have a donate button on my page but I dunno how to move it anywhere else…it’s on top left

My paypal is kolenc.janja@gmail.com but yeah uh

Wow, people are actually sacrificing their time (and offering drawings) to get me money so I can escape? I don’t how what to say, I can only think about how I’ll never ever be able to repay you people.

I got a lot of asks wondering if I’m still alive. Yes, I am, I’m just trying my best to think of a way out.

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askrosedust asked: Set up a donate button so that people can give you money to help you out.

I have a donate button! It’s on the top left of my tumblr and it’s been there like forever :(

Please help me.

djmacbook:

sketchysounds:

djmacbook:

I’m seriously about to kill myself here.

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OK guys, please don’t pass this one up.

And Twigi, don’t do anything rash. There are lots of people that love you as you’ve rightly noticed. About the only thing that comes to mind right at the moment is to organise a means for you to escape. Most logical way to do that, far as I can see, would be to find a place for you in a safe location. Obvious first choice is here in Britain, as I think there are loads of people that would willingly take you in. Only issue is finding the funds necessary for that, but again considering the number of folks you have looking out for you, I think that could be arranged one way or another.

So there it is I guess folks. Someone with better organisational skills than me please step up, and let’s save a person’s life, shall we?

I’m okay with escaping to different countries, I’m ready to do anything really, so if there is any way at all, I’d rather do that than die. 

Reblogging so more people can see, got a lot of amazing messages, still seeking advice tho, the more the better.

To everyone who offered to chat with me - my skype is Twigileia.

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raenboow asked: If you feel like answering: When did your family and relatives start treating you this way? ...Or where you just born with the wrong kind of eyecolor and everyone just "yuck. brown again. abuse until suicidal. try again"? (I'm just curious if they are insane, VERY wierd or actually just believing that you have done something so horrible that you deserve to die (I'm sorry but that sound insane)). ..Did they discover that you drew ponies or what is their deal?

Ahah…. ironically, my eyes are green-blue… in any case.

Super long rant coming.

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…with which I am referring to old haters who told me my art sucks or people who complained cause I didn’t draw stuff they wanted me to draw, or people who told me to not post stuff that I felt like posting.
Not aimed at people who wanted to kill themselves, I’m pretty sure I stopped some people from dying. And wanting to die is hardly my definition of “people being butthurt”. 
Now, if you’ll excuse me, if you have nothing useful to say, kindly fuck off and stop telling people to kill themselves.

…with which I am referring to old haters who told me my art sucks or people who complained cause I didn’t draw stuff they wanted me to draw, or people who told me to not post stuff that I felt like posting.

Not aimed at people who wanted to kill themselves, I’m pretty sure I stopped some people from dying. And wanting to die is hardly my definition of “people being butthurt”. 

Now, if you’ll excuse me, if you have nothing useful to say, kindly fuck off and stop telling people to kill themselves.